silence

Silence,
did i always repeat that word in every note or poem that i wrote?
everytime i try to write something and my hand end up with this word.
it just make me stuck,
not because i don't have the other word that left in my head.
it just that my head suddenly overwhelm in presenting this,

too much words
that want to comes out but the door of my thought is so small,
cannot give the pot in capture the things i want to say.

i hate this frustating sense
that emerge inside me
So silent
this silence
drop dead me