The jokes on me

Try to be conscious isn't an option. Realized, who is standing in these shoes is just nothing but.. nothing.

Always tried to convinced self to be strong, confident and speaks up the mind. All it just none.

The truth is, chasing something that is not real. NOT real.

Totally forgot, what is the purpose at the beginning. The more i try to get what i want, the more these shoes away from the track. Lost. Fading. Froze.

Got to go back to the beginning and reroute everything from the start.

Restart.

The time may laughing at me. And laugh at loud. For all those mistakes i have been made. For all those steps was wrong to be taken.

Right now, I join to laugh. Because this is funny.